Thomas Markle has shared a letter that he claims to his son, Meghan Markle .
" "Your actions have broken my heart into a million pieces — not just because you have such pain and unwanted pain, but by making the choice tell the truth as you are puppeteered in this. Something I will never understand. "
According to the letter, the forms Suits star continued to voice her frustrations and heartbreak by explaining that she" only ever loved, protected and defended "her father.
" Offering whatever financial support I could, worrying about your health… and always asking how I could help. "
" So the week of the wedding to hear about you having a heart Attack through a tabloid was horrifying. I called and texted… I know you accept help – we send someone to your home… and instead of speaking to me to accept this or any help, you stopped answering your phone and chose to only speak to tabloids. ”
The missive continued: "You have never helped me financially and you never asked me for help which is also untrue; you sent me an email last October that said: 'If you depended too much on your for financial help then I'm sorry but you could help me more than a bargaining chip for my loyalty.' "
The letter appears to show Meghan making one last effort to keep her father's hurtful ways. "To hear about the attacks have caused Harry in [the] press, who was nothing but patient, kind and understanding with you is perhaps the most painful of all. "
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A part of Samantha Markle 's ongoing efforts to get dirty laundry and sully her name.
There allegedly were lies " manufactured by your other daughter, who I know very well… You watched me silently suffer at the hand of her vicious groin, I crumbled inside. '"
"If you love me, please stop the press you do. Please allow us to live our lives in peace. Please stop lying, please stop creating so much pain, please stop exploiting my relationship with my husband. I know you are so far down this rabbit hole that you feel (or may feel) there is no way out, but if you take a moment to break I think you'll be able to live with a clear conscience is more valuable than any payment in the world. "
Thomas told the outlet that he initially intended to keep the note private" out of respect for Meghan "but that was forced to release the details after false reports surfaced about the specifics of the letter.
And as for his response? Today Thomas says he wants a chance to meet in person with the hopes of moving forward. "You can hate me if you want. I can't force you. I made a big mistake. I'm human and I'm sorry! How much longer must I say it? I wish we could get together and take a photo for the whole world to see. If you and Harry don't like it? Fake it for one photo. "
Kensington Palace has yet to comment on the release – or the contents – of the personal letter.